Not really a milestone I wanted to hit, but it was nigh inevitable.
I look around at the women in relationships in my social circles and try to fathom what some of them see in the men they're with, comparing myself to these outgoing, "normal" types who have been in multiple relationships over their lives.. and I wonder what intangible quality I lack that they possess.
Is it confidence? Experience? Self-awareness? Self-satisfaction? Extroversion?
Some of these guys are goofy as hell and have beautiful women on their arm.
I have seen and believed in my own attractiveness as I've (oh so slowly) lost weight over these few years, but my progress has yet to bear any fruit.
Will the fat kid finally get some cake? Only time will tell..
