20160131

not every night, but many nights, my dreams just before i wake up -- you know, the one you remember -- will feature a rejection by a woman. this morning, it was the girl from the restaurant that i now avoid.

my inability to choose my own fate coupled with these self-fulfilling prophecy dreams has turned me into a prisoner of my own prison.

these dreams are the ultimate kick in the dick to me, and i can't make them stop.

20160107

yep, back on the positive swing. manic-depression is fun! i have decided to love myself.

we'll see how we feel tomorrow. :)