20140923

well i'm still here. went to the minor med with kiddo, then after receiving a refund (when does that ever happen in medicine?!) went over to the ER. sister took kiddo, brother sat with me, parents were never told.... until today. my mom was actually pretty happy with the outcome: i guess everything is positive, although i'm not sure if i'm 100% or not. i don't think i am. i need some major sleep.

20140922

So it's just a few minutes after midnight, and I've had a very strange feeling day.  I woke up with double vision after what feels like a week of neck wonkiness.  Although the screwdriver in my back feeling is gone, it was replaced with severe confusion, sensitivity to light, and aforementioned double vision.  Even bitchface commented on it when she dropped m off.  I am a professional hypochondriac and worrywart so I'm trying my damnedest to remain calm, but my symptoms point to some form of encephalitis, potentially West Nile.  Thing is,!i haven't had a headache yet on this ride, so it could very well be too much fucking gaming, lack of sleep and my usual depression.  Will I finally go find a doctor?  I would right now if it weren't in the middle of the night.  We'll see tomorrow morning.  At least I still appear to be remotely cognizant in the written word.  I ate sparingly, eventually settling on tater tots, coffee at 5pm, and some oatmeal at 9pm.  I'm not even remotely tired.  At least the steelers won.

20140916

lunch: half chicken, rice, house salad
dinner: chicken, tots, cc
(played ball with kiddo)
later: i dunno

20140915

mondays suck. back to work.

lunch: don pollo .. nasty, too much cheese, feeling fat, etc
played ball with kiddo
rearranged bed, removed frame
dinner: banana+chocolate, and also tuna bowl
later: chicken and cc

20140914

(choir + church + brunch) ... = choirunch?
lunch: turkey, cranberry, feta salad
(run)
dinner: makeshift chicken salad at parents
(wow..)

1AM :/ fuck

20140913

lunch: umm chicken and tots probably
(comic expo)
dinner: bacon and chocolate.. seriously

woke up late, stubbed my toe, played minecraft .. the usual. feel i've wasted the day, but that's living in the present i guess.

had one compliment on my "the onion" shirt at the expo. i failed at conversation, the usual.

20140912

lunch: pork chops, turnip greens, fried green tomatoes
dinner: a bunch of shit really, tots, cc, random shit, terrible.
(nap)

i'm in a post-afternoon-nap daze. kiddo is watching a program. i need to run.

20140911

parents tv and dvd were fried by the storm. flash flooding. it was nasty rain all day essentially.

lunch: pulled bbq chicken, turnip greens, deviled eggs
instead of running, i napped. it was the right call
dinner: protein shake with banana and hazelnut chocolate

(SO MUCH MINECRAFT)

i think the shake put me in a terrible mood.

later: chicken, cc, random nuts and shit

(MORE MINECRAFT)

20140910

(run)
lunch: chicken, cc
(kroger)
dinner: roasted chicken, green beans, avocado
(minecraft, wow)
later: random shit, i dunno, like nuts and chocolate and shit, also it's late

20140909

lunch: half chicken, house salad, rice
dinner: tots, cc, tuna bowl
later: ice cream sandwich

rest day #2. more wow. probably gonna run tomorrow.

we'll see.

20140908

rest day. i guess.

lunch: pork chops, greens, cabbage
minecraft.
dinner: newk's favorite salad, rejection projection.
wow.
later: chicken, tots, cc
sleep?

20140907

(poopoopoop)

(run + dogwalk)

kiddo's back!

lunch: chicken, tots , cc

(nfl + bestie minecraft)

(walk with kiddo)

dinner: bacon, cc, pralines

20140906

(run + dog walk)
showered. chainsawed a holly bush. got wet. showered again.
lunch: tots, cc, protein shake
dinner: meat chili + hard boiled eggs + cheese

wow. as in world of warcraft. ugh.

20140905

lunch: pork chops, nasty fried green tomatoes, cabbage, roll
(fucking nap)
(malaise)
(uselessness)
dinner at 10pm: chicken, tots, cc
later: tuna mix

at least my little girl said g'night to me.

i'm going to go (lift) now. and listen to enslaved - riitiir.

20140904

lunch: pulled pork, twice baked potato salad, green beans
(run .. holy shit it was hot out)
dinner: bacon cheeseburgers, tots, fruit salad (made by kiddo)
(minecraft ps4)
(nfl)

talked to milf for a good bit tonight, feeling confident

20140903

lunch: chicken
(mow front yard)
dinner: shit i dunno
(lift)

20140902

back to work. no coworker. no work. kidlet had a good day.

lunch: half chicken, rice, salad was groce
(lift)
dinner: chicken, tots, cc
(hard knocks + moar lift)
also: banana ... then tuna, pickles, mayo

20140901

(Run)

Lunch: BBQ, beans, cookies

(Parents house)

Dinner: moar BBQ?  I dunno

(WoW... :( ... )