20150126

The idiot found a man.  Another one down.  I'm happy for her.

Crushing sadness.  Defeated.  Sleep.

20150124

things considered while running:
replace garmin
replace water bottle
update dating profile
kill myself
reconnect with lost friend
do something social this weekend
remember neighbors' names

things not accomplished after running:
replace garmin
replace water bottle
update dating profile
kill myself
reconnect with lost friend
do something social this weekend
remember neighbors' names

20150123

Is post-divorce agoraphobia a thing?  I was always a bit of a homebody I guess, but now it's gotten severe.  I have neglected even my online friends, quitting irc and ignoring guildies (yeah, wow is back).  Can I force myself to do something out of character this weekend?  Should I bother?  I mean I'm like five years out and my "recovery" has essentially left me in a coma.

How many online whiners are wasting their time right alongside me tonight I wonder.  I hope at least a few of them find solace.

My coworker has used "obviate" three times snide I said it earlier this week.