blissfully unaware of any dreaming this morning.
breakfast? cherry poptart.
feeling better, let's go sit in a chair for 8 hours.
20111213
20111212
20111212
same old nightmare. pleading with my ex.
this time i kicked everyone out of my house to kill myself, but my brother and my ex wouldn't leave.
is it possible that i will never be able to let her go?
at this point i'm killing myself anyway, through stress. it's going to be much slower and more painful unfortunately.
this time i kicked everyone out of my house to kill myself, but my brother and my ex wouldn't leave.
is it possible that i will never be able to let her go?
at this point i'm killing myself anyway, through stress. it's going to be much slower and more painful unfortunately.
20111211
20111211
was up from midnight to 4am working on some bullshit, and i had to revert all my changes. yeah.
bacon
hot dog and saurkraut
wendy's half cobb and chili
another good song almost in the books.
teeth are fucking killing me tonight.
we attempted to go to a christmas light show at the shell. it kinda sucked. as in most everyone left promptly after it started. oh well, at least it was free.
bacon
hot dog and saurkraut
wendy's half cobb and chili
another good song almost in the books.
teeth are fucking killing me tonight.
we attempted to go to a christmas light show at the shell. it kinda sucked. as in most everyone left promptly after it started. oh well, at least it was free.
20111210
20111210
wrote a song yesterday and one today. strange.
my neck was KILLING me last night after doing some stretches. i definitely have an issue with my spine. that makes more sense than any other explanation. going to get an MRI scheduled on monday.. if i can. i probably need to .. you know.. get a doctor first. bleh.
kiddo is going to a dance recital and then to see "annie" with her aunt.. on the ex's side... who is very nice. i am going to see about going down to visit my friends, and then i have some maintenance to do around midnight for work.
breakfast: bacon and leftover baby cereal
lunch: chicken breast and random shit
ran 2 mi in the cold today. i'm not going out without a fight.
my neck was KILLING me last night after doing some stretches. i definitely have an issue with my spine. that makes more sense than any other explanation. going to get an MRI scheduled on monday.. if i can. i probably need to .. you know.. get a doctor first. bleh.
kiddo is going to a dance recital and then to see "annie" with her aunt.. on the ex's side... who is very nice. i am going to see about going down to visit my friends, and then i have some maintenance to do around midnight for work.
breakfast: bacon and leftover baby cereal
lunch: chicken breast and random shit
ran 2 mi in the cold today. i'm not going out without a fight.
20111207
20111207
so the surgery is done it's 6:30 pm i'm home alone (parents took kiddo with them, as she has tomorrow off school) and everything feels relatively good. i'm kinda curious whether when i awaken from whatever nap/sleep i end up taking whether my face will be swollen, but no real swelling as of yet. i had some pain earlier this afternoon while my folks were still around and just took an advil. i'm saving the hydrocodone for my vacation. lol.
20111206
20111206-2
Signed a petition for "Americans Elect" from a girl named Mary today. Supposedly a third party electoral thing. I don't usually sign these.. but it was a girl named Mary. I guess that's all it takes.
20111204
20111203
20111203
finally back at home. i'm still a little woozy at times, but i'm trying to stay as hydrated as possible.
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