20170518

no, chris, it turns out, you didn't.



i have no one to share the end of the world with.

20170515

20170503

sucker punch.

20170419

Just awoke from a dream where I'm cycling down the street to the sound of fiona apple's "never is a promise" with a trailer attached and two children riding in the back. M, and a little boy I'll never get to know. Maybe one of the most deeply profound and sad dreams I've ever had.

20170214

mv 2016alone.jpg 2017alone.jpg

20170117

Or maybe animals will to the trick :/

20170116

Can't sleep,chest murmurings, gonna throw dark side of the moon on and try to ride out all the storms.

Run rabbit run.

20170102

back on the buckley teet.



eternal life is now on my trail. got my red glitter coffin and just need one last nail.

20161231

1992 was a great year. this is one of my favorite songs from that year, and also, one of my favorites, well, ever.

the pre-chorus arpeggiated singdown still gives me chills every time.



also the a cappella breakdown. almost brought me to tears. i love music that can pull emotion out of me. maybe i'm gay. i certainly have a woman's taste in music. in some ways, at least.

2016? maybe not a great year. is age just a number? who can say.

i still look good, at least my face. but i'm a museum piece. untouched and untouchable.

will someone dust me off and take me off display this year?

20161222

got my birthday burrito, two days late. carne asada, ate it on the drive home.

it was just fine.

did up the crockpot with some ground bison soup, took a nap and now i'm watching charlie brown christmas and brimming with tears.

my kid is not going to be with me for christmas this year, so a bit of a dry run.

my sister got me some pike place roast for my birthday and it just straight up lit my ass up. i've been on the coffee teet for months, but apparently i wasn't prepared for a "medium" roast.

how did i go from a linus childhood to a charlie brown adulthood?

:(