I am so tired of it all
There are no horizons left to see
Only the wind will remember my name
Tried and failed, a fat kid after all
I never let them win
I never let them in
And ah the question they'll ask
Who is to blame
Mostly her and mostly me
And mostly this world I no longer wish to see
I am worth less than nothing
Given to thoughts greater than deserved
Only my child keeps me alive
And every day she dies a little
Every day she turns into her
Another woman who will abuse me
Free me, for I cannot free myself
She is only biding her time
And so am I
A bundle of promises and potential
I'll never live up to it
And you know what
No one cares :(
