mood has stabilized. i still have a certain someone on my mind. with her goofy ass, tall man.
why can't i walk through the doors of her restaurant and make myself known?
some guys have all the luck.
i have a run on two days and i'm looking forward to it. zooming through the zoo, as it were.
the online dating has yielded no fruit.. what a waste. i wonder if she was right, if i just wasn't ready. i refuse to validate anyone at this point.
i have steel resolve flowing through me. another 5 lbs lost.
through sheer will i will be reborn.
