20200316
what a difference two weeks makes, amirite?
i am now just trying to manage my anxiety, having come back from a hastily thrown together spring break in NOLA to a complete shutdown/lockdown back home.
i have probably(definitely) read way too much on this epidemic, and managed the absolutely scare the shit out of myself going on a full week.
i *did* call this shit. i didn't even want to go anywhere last week, dealing with the family disappointment of "no disney", only to find myself talked into something else.
but it's fine. everyone had a great time.
and yet, we're home, and we're gonna *be* home for a long time i think. unless i already have it. /shrug
we are bunkered down and hunkered down and fairly safe and well provisioned even. and i know full well all i need is some RPG time to avoid cabin fever. my brain is tailor made for idle sedation.
anxiety is absolutely wrecking to your immune system i read, so hopefully i can start tempering my fear soon and finding my inner courage.
i think i'm seriously considering a blackout of reddit and drudgereport and other associated sites for a few days, just to try and bring the keel of my ship back level again.
maybe i'll need to start writing some more of these little entries as we go, so that the next adventurer can perchance get some achievement points from them along the way.
:)
