reunion with a clouded eye
affront to backwards due design
consent is handed down again
from all the hand-me-downs of sin
at last the certainty has passed
but first we certainly are passed
a revelation set in stone
from skin to blood and blood to bone
complete a neverending tale
to grasp success in time to fail
20120130
20120129
20120128
an example of ex-related retardation:
ex: can i keep a pair of jeans for m at my house?
me: um, you can't buy her a pair of jeans?
ex: well i did, and she said she liked them, but she won't wear them.
me: just go to target or whatever and buy some elastic jeans
ex: i don't like elastic jeans, they promote unhealthy eating and weight gain
me: well then why did you just ask for them?
...
shit like this hurts my brain
ex: can i keep a pair of jeans for m at my house?
me: um, you can't buy her a pair of jeans?
ex: well i did, and she said she liked them, but she won't wear them.
me: just go to target or whatever and buy some elastic jeans
ex: i don't like elastic jeans, they promote unhealthy eating and weight gain
me: well then why did you just ask for them?
...
shit like this hurts my brain
20120127
20120126
20120126
time for work, assume the position
a commoner in the king's court
nominal fees and value adds
a sense of pleasant urgency abides
is there ever return on investment
not for the endangered species
routine has become the impetus
toward the interminable push
freed from approaching fragilities
just in time to be turned away
a commoner in the king's court
nominal fees and value adds
a sense of pleasant urgency abides
is there ever return on investment
not for the endangered species
routine has become the impetus
toward the interminable push
freed from approaching fragilities
just in time to be turned away
20120125
20120125
started reading narnia to her tonight. working on an issue with her being reluctant to read/test for accelerated reader at school. bleh. i may have signed myself up for a parent/teacher conference and everything.
work is insane. if we go full on mba mode i'm fucking leaving.
work is insane. if we go full on mba mode i'm fucking leaving.
20120123
20120123
got to run. felt great!!@
took a change of clothes for her when i picked her up from ballet, and we went to logan's roadhouse. 6oz sirloin, veggie skewers, and sweet potato and i'm stuffed. i think the waitress has a thing for me.
took a change of clothes for her when i picked her up from ballet, and we went to logan's roadhouse. 6oz sirloin, veggie skewers, and sweet potato and i'm stuffed. i think the waitress has a thing for me.
20120122
20120122
more lifting. this morning i'm going to run. possibly. the laziness jury is still out debating on the subject.
nope
ended up going on a walk with the dog and then to .. church? seriously? well, i have to register kiddo for school and i have to fulfill certain requirements for the lowest tuition. like giving money at church. does that make me a shitty follower? probably.
so, somewhat hypothetical question: if i were to make the choice to remain celibate for the rest of my life, would that make me a bad person? i want a girlfriend-type relationship approximately 20% of the time. give or take. and i'm not considering sex for that number. i want sex 100% of the time, every guy does. but is that a compelling reason to jump into the gordian knot of a relationship? not at the moment.
nope
ended up going on a walk with the dog and then to .. church? seriously? well, i have to register kiddo for school and i have to fulfill certain requirements for the lowest tuition. like giving money at church. does that make me a shitty follower? probably.
so, somewhat hypothetical question: if i were to make the choice to remain celibate for the rest of my life, would that make me a bad person? i want a girlfriend-type relationship approximately 20% of the time. give or take. and i'm not considering sex for that number. i want sex 100% of the time, every guy does. but is that a compelling reason to jump into the gordian knot of a relationship? not at the moment.
20120120
20120120
lifting and such today. can't go to sleep. really tired of this. pun intended.
is it possible to be in a good mood permeated with a feeling of impending doom? yeah, that's me right now.
is it possible to be in a good mood permeated with a feeling of impending doom? yeah, that's me right now.
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