She sleeps here one last time
Rehashing tired arguments
Pretending she's someone else
But I have to admit
All those years
I was the one playing pretend
Pretending she was decent
Evil I found and I embraced it
Covered for it, enabled it
Year after year
Did I sell my soul for this?
In my desperate virginal haze
Did I ask for a woman
No matter the cost
Whatever's on the couch tonight
It's not the woman I loved
She'll never get it back
Poor stupid girl
