20150929

20150929

  I am going to die.  Everyone I've ever loved, including my child, will die too.  I can either endlessly lament this fact, fight it, as I have for so long, or simply ACCEPT it and move on with my life.  Content to push ahead and to never again make a decision out of fear.  

Every decision I've made from a place of fear has been a failure.  And what's the point of fear when you're willing to accept mortality as a given, without fear, and push past the worry, the guilt, and the EMOTION of it all.  

I vow to strive to never again make a decision from a place of fear.  I will fail at this, from time to time, but I will consciously remind myself of this moment, when clarity of purpose finally defeated the uncertainty of doubt. 

I must surround myself with positive people. I must forestall the demons that shutter my mouth and contain my thoughts in the presence of others, out of propriety, shyness, out of weakness.

I must just be me.

Vulnerable. It's alright.

Guide me safely in.



also, paz is fucking hot in this video.