Tonight she tells me:
I feel like mommy's already in heaven
Then she gives me dating advice
Then she says she wants a mommy
And also a sister
Because
A sister can't walk away
These are her words
At six
She broke down
Told me she wanted mommy back
We just kinda held each other
Fuck you, a
Fuck you for putting her through this
Fuck you for abandoning us
Fuck you for failing as a mom
Fuck you for giving up
Fuck you for picking right up where you left off with a totally new set of friends and lovers and pretending it's okay
Fuck you for making our daughter cry tears you'll never see, and never understand
Fuck you a.
