did i really miss four days?  fuck.  i've been talking to women, both in person and online.  it's an exciting time for me, as i come out of the shell a bit.  i just have to continue to continuously prepare myself for rejection and continously continue to open up to success.  or something like that.
did i even make it a week on the calorie counting?  i feel bloated and gross today.  such a woman.