20131003

20131003

bitchface remarried. why is this bothering me? three years of solitude? when am i going to find hope? depression and parenthood have crushed me.

am i going to let her win?

am i ever going to get laid again for chrissakes?

i can't talk to even the simplest woman in person.

this isn't a woe is me post, this is me honestly curious if i have a breaking point.

this place is a wreck. i have all kinds of broken things in this house, but me worst of all. i'm going to end up ruining my daughter with this.

is this the life i deserve? perhaps so.

three years is a long time in your thirties. and still i can't wake up from this nightmare.