i've done a lot of running lately. and a lot of thinking.
i'm out of the pit i was in a few days ago: having my kiddo around heals me i guess.
i'm incredibly tired this morning.. on the tromp towards my office, i started to visualize what my commute would look like without human constructs.. no streets, no buildings, no distractions.
our trees, who were once our overseers, are now our captives. plots of concrete and asphalt surround them and choke off any and all attempts to provide for their young or create offspring.
i guess i feel like my job, my intrusion into the natural order, is detrimental at worst and pointless at best. i feel an urge to leave the city entirely.
and yet here i sit.. impotent, an urban locked in syndrome sufferer.
