20140814

20140814

The day slipped from his grasp, as if it'd never happened.  Two cups of coffee led to demon utterings and caged regret.  Fear is the only boss round these parts, and some thoughtless asshole turned on extra respawns.  Why do I insist on waiting for some impossible body goal before throwing myself into the fray.  Why does it matter, why do I have so many stupid barriers, why all the qualifications. I can't entertain them.  I live in shytown.

Lunch: don pollo
Dinner: chicken, tots, cc
Later: banana 

Avoided church and will bury the guilt deep.  Walked the dog and she saw a former classmate, was social with parents and almost did okay.  Watched adventure time but again the exhaustion tugs me down towards whatever.