20151224

20151224

Holy shit, went for a run and my depression seemed to worsen.  The entire way back I was ruminating on the following pessismist's tautology:

if your parents convince you the only way to true happiness is through the lord Jesus Christ, if you get nothing out of religion, they have nurtured you towards never knowing true happiness.


Now isn't that a pleasant thought.  Going to clean my fat self after that pointless bit of exertion and prepare to again waste an hour of my life reaching for a faith that eludes me.