Well, I honestly don't know how it got to this point, but I am in real danger of losing a. Things have been brewing under the surface for a few weeks, after a said she would leave if things did not improve with her and m. I agreed to go see the counselor on the premise that we would work to strengthen the relationship between them.
Well, I happened to see a phone bill and noticed that a was texting a lot and talking a lot with c. And I just kinda lost it. I took Tuesday off to go down and talk things over with my parents, and cry a bit, because I have not been able to confide in anyone really, outside the random friends I have online.
The next morning, I mistakenly confronted a about c at 6AM, as she was trying to get ready for work. I had not slept well (in fact, I have not slept well all week, and my stomach is completely wrecked), and it just bubbled over into this. It woke m up, and it ended up pretty much ruining a's day at work. To make matters worse, I sent her the following email that morning
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From: p
Date: Wed, Sep 29, 2010 at 7:39 AM
Subject: My love
To: a
a,
I want you to know some things.
When I put your hands in mine and put the ring on your finger, I committed my life to making you happy. Simple as that. I have supported you through so many changes and transitions over the years, that I believe I can share some insights that you should think on.
You have tried many things over the years, rollerblading, softball, scrapping, fitness, smoking, etc. We have traveled. You've been through career changes. We've been in 6-7 different residences in 9 years. You wanted four kids when we got married, we ended up with one amazing, beautiful, gifted child.
Through it all, my other role has been to provide stability, and I think I have accomplished that goal.
I still want to make you happy.. your smile is my salvation. Do you think another place, another relationship, or solitude will make you happy?
You have told me that all these things have not made you happy, not even m, and that you believe you have a problem.. and if you leave, it will not be because of me, or even because of your issues with m, but because of you. Well, I have fought this reasoning, in spite of myself. Now I am forced to believe you.
This morning, when I spoke to you about these things, I think it was obvious that it had bubbled over and I was trying to get all this off my chest, and you were absolutely right, it was bad timing. I handle stress differently than you.. you carry your stress outward, lack of sleep, etc. Mine heads inward, and tears me up from within.
You have your counselor, and a support net of family and friends, including c apparently. I haven't been able to talk about this with anyone until yesterday, when I broke and spent a few hours talking with my parents.
I do *not* want you to go, but if it is your decision to walk out and leave us for greener pastures, then do what you will and cast your lot. Because of the way I handle stress, I cannot handle "I might leave". But think long and hard about it, because this is a decision unlike your transitory moves. I don't know if I will survive losing you, but I know I can't lose you twice.
I love you and remain devoted to us. Now and forever.
-p
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This apparently had the opposite effect from what I was intending. She ended up bawling at work, and I didn't see her until almost m bedtime. She came home and wrote me a little note saying she had been and gone, and would be taking an Ambien to sleep. I found out later that she went over to her friend's house.
I guess I wanted to call her bluff, and really make her choose, hoping that she would see how much she has vested in this relationship, and choose m and me over herself. She has been increasingly selfish over the past few weeks as far as her time. I am essentially already doing everything for m, and a is going to the gym and tanning and going all these other places rather than spending time with her daughter/me. But none of that matters. I don't want to lose her. Typing it makes me realize that I am still very much in love with her, either that or it's been so long that I'm simply dependant on her, I don't know.
Yesterday afternoon she gave me the "Yes I love you, I just don't know if I'm in love with you anymore" line. So as I'm typing this, the first result from Google is http://divorcesupport.about.com/od/isdivorcethesolution/qt/notinlove.htm wherein it says this is one of the most consistent things a cheating spouse will say. She assured me that she was just friends with c, but I feel like she's either not telling me the whole truth or, like the article says, is going through a midlife crisis.
Yesterday, as we waited for a to come home, I pulled m over to me on the couch, and cried in her arms. I have never done this and I think it scared her a little. She asked me if adults cried, and I replied yes when they are very sad. I don't have any idea how I'm going to handle m by myself, I know I have family but it's different, day-to-day it really will just be me and her against the world.
I guess I need to steel myself for the future, whatever comes to pass. Money will be a definite issue. Mom and dad say I can just walk away from this house, although I'm not sure how viable that really is. I will need to get serious about looking after money going forward, as I want to keep m in private school at all costs, and I want to make sure we're both eating right.
Things to cut from the budget:
Gym membership (I should have cut this months ago when a switched)
Netflix membership
Showtime and/or Cable entirely
I'm sure there are other things I'll find as I start digging more into the finances, but those three are easily $100+/mo right off the top.
The time is now 6:33AM, and I have been up for a half hour. I have been woozy for a couple of days because of the stress of all this, and I have eaten practically nothing. I managed to somehow gnaw my way through a piece of toast this morning, but if this continues I'm going to get an ulcer or something.
I hate that this has come to a head literally days before her first big birthday party. She turns six, and we're having her entire class over at _. It's an expensive party for sure, but we felt like she needed a good one. I just hope it's not a send off for her mommy. My God I don't know how we got here.. I woke up so much last night that I ended up just saying Hail Marys and Our Fathers to get back to sleep. I don't know what I want God to do in this situation for me, but I want Him to know... that I know he's there, more acutely than ever, and maybe more than a happy ending, I just want the strength to endure the hardships that lie ahead.
I cannot afford to have my job situation suffer because of this. I cannot allow my body to go any further up the scale because of this.
I talked to her dad on the phone for about 45 minutes yesterday. I wanted to talk to them because I am a member of their family as well, and I felt they needed to know well in advance of any bombshells.
a got someone to cover her first class this morning, since the Ambien is still making her really shaky. I'm supposed to wake her up by about 7. f is sitting her whining, ready to go out, so I should probably put on some clothes and take care of him.
Who's going to take care of me?
20100930
20071202
20071202
20071202
meal 1: oatmeal with banana (250 cal)
meal 2: grilled cheese sandwich (350 cal)
meal 3: tuna and brown rice (500 cal)
meal 4: beef ravioli (500 cal)
meal 5: newcastle at silky's, some dessert thing shared at the stevie wonder concert (300 cal)
calories: 1900+
went to the park with mad. played with mad. did all sorts of stuff with mad. ashly got on facebook.
in her defense, she feels crappy. but she wouldn't be doing anything with maddie regardless. she even managed to throw it back in *my* face, saying i was
putting up "gender walls" or something, because i told mad playing with dollhouses is a girl activity and she should ask her mom. so i tried to involve ashly, and
for my trouble i'm some sort of chauvinist. great.
meal 1: oatmeal with banana (250 cal)
meal 2: grilled cheese sandwich (350 cal)
meal 3: tuna and brown rice (500 cal)
meal 4: beef ravioli (500 cal)
meal 5: newcastle at silky's, some dessert thing shared at the stevie wonder concert (300 cal)
calories: 1900+
went to the park with mad. played with mad. did all sorts of stuff with mad. ashly got on facebook.
in her defense, she feels crappy. but she wouldn't be doing anything with maddie regardless. she even managed to throw it back in *my* face, saying i was
putting up "gender walls" or something, because i told mad playing with dollhouses is a girl activity and she should ask her mom. so i tried to involve ashly, and
for my trouble i'm some sort of chauvinist. great.
20070227
20070227
20070227
i'm fairly sure my wife had an affair with a (married) classmate. i started reading her emails at some point and called her on it, and now regret that because she played it off as friends (and knows i may be watching now), but in my heart i feel something went on (is still going on) and now she's just covering it up. worse, we have a child and i'm pretty much to the point where even if she came clean, i wouldn't leave for the good of our child. my wife takes classes and spends all my money and i'm trying to get up the nerve to leave, but i don't want my child's life be a statistic or a cliche because of our splitting up. i just want to be the good guy here; i guess that's why she decided to screw around on me in the first place.
since she quit her job and went back to school, she's started all sorts of random, rebellious shit like smoking weed again, tattoos, tongue studs, antidepressants, etc, and i think she's having a quarter-life crisis. if she continues in this vein i may be going down with the ship, whatever that means...
why do women try so hard to change men and when they start succeeding, they get bored and start soul searching for someone else to change. i should really stop trying to apply common sense or logic to my situation, as they simply don't apply to her actions at this point...
i thought this girl was the one, but am increasingly sure that i'm being used for rent and board. help.
i'm fairly sure my wife had an affair with a (married) classmate. i started reading her emails at some point and called her on it, and now regret that because she played it off as friends (and knows i may be watching now), but in my heart i feel something went on (is still going on) and now she's just covering it up. worse, we have a child and i'm pretty much to the point where even if she came clean, i wouldn't leave for the good of our child. my wife takes classes and spends all my money and i'm trying to get up the nerve to leave, but i don't want my child's life be a statistic or a cliche because of our splitting up. i just want to be the good guy here; i guess that's why she decided to screw around on me in the first place.
since she quit her job and went back to school, she's started all sorts of random, rebellious shit like smoking weed again, tattoos, tongue studs, antidepressants, etc, and i think she's having a quarter-life crisis. if she continues in this vein i may be going down with the ship, whatever that means...
why do women try so hard to change men and when they start succeeding, they get bored and start soul searching for someone else to change. i should really stop trying to apply common sense or logic to my situation, as they simply don't apply to her actions at this point...
i thought this girl was the one, but am increasingly sure that i'm being used for rent and board. help.
20070131
20070131
20070131
she's still up to no good. pretty much thought about my options on my run. those being ignoring it, complacency, anger, divorce, suicide, the usual.
unfortunately, this movie quote sums up what my life has become:
Cameron has never been in love. At least, nobody's ever been in love with him. If things don't change for him, he's gonna marry the first girl he lays, and she's gonna treat him like shit, because she will have given him what he has built up in his mind as the end-all, be-all of human existence. She won't respect him, 'cause you can't respect somebody who kisses your ass. It just doesn't work.
i've been considering writing up the note for awhile now. life has become one long drawn out suicide note for me, and if things don't change, it's only a matter of time before things crystallize into a document and an action. i just love my daughter so much: she just walked by and smiled at me, and i smiled back. i'm drawn to tears at her merest glance today. i share moments with her like i've shared with no other person on earth. this being said because those similar moments i shared with a -- which were what feel like so many years ago -- when our love was easy, beautiful, and reciprocated, seem so distant now. with her infidelity and loss of respect for me, the feelings seem to have faded over time, and have left her jaded and me disappointed and sad. just as i've used her, i'm being used. honestly, i can't be angry at my wife or my life. something beyond my (or her) control has changed her outlook on love and life, and maybe for the better. maybe she doesn't want to live out her days with me, and maybe she'll be better off without me, so she'd sooner provoke me to be rid of me. maybe i'd be better off without me as well.
is someone going to read this after i'm gone and consider it trite and convenient? will i be thought of as some sorry emo fuckwit? does it even matter? here i am, its 6pm, i'm sweaty from a run in sub-freezing temperatures, i need to shower, need to eat some dinner, and need to spend a happy night with ashly and madeline. but all i want to do is go back outside and run more. i want to run, need to keep running forever, need to escape all of this. and all that's going to happen is i'm going to brood because i can't help myself, she'll roll her eyes -- the most patent sign of misunderstanding available to her -- and chalk it up to me being a weakling, and my feelings will be pushed aside, yet again. i wish i could have seen what was going on last semester, or last year, or before madeline was brought into this world, but today is the world we live in, and today is the day upon which we must base our decisions. and i decide...
she's still up to no good. pretty much thought about my options on my run. those being ignoring it, complacency, anger, divorce, suicide, the usual.
unfortunately, this movie quote sums up what my life has become:
Cameron has never been in love. At least, nobody's ever been in love with him. If things don't change for him, he's gonna marry the first girl he lays, and she's gonna treat him like shit, because she will have given him what he has built up in his mind as the end-all, be-all of human existence. She won't respect him, 'cause you can't respect somebody who kisses your ass. It just doesn't work.
i've been considering writing up the note for awhile now. life has become one long drawn out suicide note for me, and if things don't change, it's only a matter of time before things crystallize into a document and an action. i just love my daughter so much: she just walked by and smiled at me, and i smiled back. i'm drawn to tears at her merest glance today. i share moments with her like i've shared with no other person on earth. this being said because those similar moments i shared with a -- which were what feel like so many years ago -- when our love was easy, beautiful, and reciprocated, seem so distant now. with her infidelity and loss of respect for me, the feelings seem to have faded over time, and have left her jaded and me disappointed and sad. just as i've used her, i'm being used. honestly, i can't be angry at my wife or my life. something beyond my (or her) control has changed her outlook on love and life, and maybe for the better. maybe she doesn't want to live out her days with me, and maybe she'll be better off without me, so she'd sooner provoke me to be rid of me. maybe i'd be better off without me as well.
is someone going to read this after i'm gone and consider it trite and convenient? will i be thought of as some sorry emo fuckwit? does it even matter? here i am, its 6pm, i'm sweaty from a run in sub-freezing temperatures, i need to shower, need to eat some dinner, and need to spend a happy night with ashly and madeline. but all i want to do is go back outside and run more. i want to run, need to keep running forever, need to escape all of this. and all that's going to happen is i'm going to brood because i can't help myself, she'll roll her eyes -- the most patent sign of misunderstanding available to her -- and chalk it up to me being a weakling, and my feelings will be pushed aside, yet again. i wish i could have seen what was going on last semester, or last year, or before madeline was brought into this world, but today is the world we live in, and today is the day upon which we must base our decisions. and i decide...
20061202
20061202
Category: Writing and Poetry
so it's been awhile since i checked in here. i have been working hard on getting in shape, and for those that care, my plan is very basic and consists of writing down everything i eat, biking, running, and portion control. i'm normally pretty private about this but i'm doing well enough to be proud of myself so far.
anyway, for writing down my meals i use this little osx app called voodoopad, which is a nice (free) little local wiki application, and since i'm already writing junk down for each day i've started writing other stuff in there (songs, poems, etc). i figure i'd share a few recent poems i'd written, nothing earth shattering of course, but i'm trying to get back into writing in general, and this is a bit of a small step in that direction. these three are a bit of "the good, the bad and the ugly" and it shouldn't be hard to tell which one is which. enjoy.
on motivation
an understanding from long ago
of what we'll be and who we'll know
a chance to rise against, instead
to pierce the needle with the thread
ascend my will, within myself
to spend my sum, leave nothing left
a canvas stretched past the world you see
to paint oneself with word and deed.
for knowledge beyond what most men reach
you need only listen to the autumn trees teach
of life and death, and of cutting your teeth
lessons shared daily through the petal of a leaf
stolid nobility, grace and ease
hardships weathered while tethered from seed
to truly overcome the roots you come from
life's seasons must never be the reason you succumb.
on preoccupation
caress a constant stream of inabilities
seethe on lackluster fonts of suffering
take heart in such dull effigies
seen on countless dilettantes
a morose countenance recaptured
emotional wall torn down
focused again on the terms of demise
once more defining death as life
a vain excavation of the mind
answers left waning for self-seeking questions
a struggle shared with a legion of corpses
understanding grasped to the depths
scurry the same worn out passages
a wastrel considering the hows and whys
inevitability of the unceremonious departure
a shallow whisper unto yourself: goodbye
on suspicion
confidence dissolves into mirrors behind doors
just out of sight, just out of reach
the shadows know what i cannot
perhaps it's for the best
credence unsolves the crimes uncommitted
intentions outweigh observations
blameless by association, derided by insinuation
an unkempt collage of guilt and blame
common sense evolves into hyperawareness
an ouroboros of secrets into secrets
is it just to keep me guessing
or just to keep you amused
mere suspense resolves to recompense
a restitution of your trust and mine
almost again we arrive unencumbered
until the next stab at dissonance
Currently listening :
Between Two Worlds
By I
Release date: By 14 November, 2006
so it's been awhile since i checked in here. i have been working hard on getting in shape, and for those that care, my plan is very basic and consists of writing down everything i eat, biking, running, and portion control. i'm normally pretty private about this but i'm doing well enough to be proud of myself so far.
anyway, for writing down my meals i use this little osx app called voodoopad, which is a nice (free) little local wiki application, and since i'm already writing junk down for each day i've started writing other stuff in there (songs, poems, etc). i figure i'd share a few recent poems i'd written, nothing earth shattering of course, but i'm trying to get back into writing in general, and this is a bit of a small step in that direction. these three are a bit of "the good, the bad and the ugly" and it shouldn't be hard to tell which one is which. enjoy.
on motivation
an understanding from long ago
of what we'll be and who we'll know
a chance to rise against, instead
to pierce the needle with the thread
ascend my will, within myself
to spend my sum, leave nothing left
a canvas stretched past the world you see
to paint oneself with word and deed.
for knowledge beyond what most men reach
you need only listen to the autumn trees teach
of life and death, and of cutting your teeth
lessons shared daily through the petal of a leaf
stolid nobility, grace and ease
hardships weathered while tethered from seed
to truly overcome the roots you come from
life's seasons must never be the reason you succumb.
on preoccupation
caress a constant stream of inabilities
seethe on lackluster fonts of suffering
take heart in such dull effigies
seen on countless dilettantes
a morose countenance recaptured
emotional wall torn down
focused again on the terms of demise
once more defining death as life
a vain excavation of the mind
answers left waning for self-seeking questions
a struggle shared with a legion of corpses
understanding grasped to the depths
scurry the same worn out passages
a wastrel considering the hows and whys
inevitability of the unceremonious departure
a shallow whisper unto yourself: goodbye
on suspicion
confidence dissolves into mirrors behind doors
just out of sight, just out of reach
the shadows know what i cannot
perhaps it's for the best
credence unsolves the crimes uncommitted
intentions outweigh observations
blameless by association, derided by insinuation
an unkempt collage of guilt and blame
common sense evolves into hyperawareness
an ouroboros of secrets into secrets
is it just to keep me guessing
or just to keep you amused
mere suspense resolves to recompense
a restitution of your trust and mine
almost again we arrive unencumbered
until the next stab at dissonance
Currently listening :
Between Two Worlds
By I
Release date: By 14 November, 2006
20061002
20061002
20061002
breakfast: none
lunch: two chik-fil-a sandwiches, polynesian sauce, water at tiger den
dinner: philly cheesesteak (6"), some banana birthday cake, lots of water
today my daughter turned two years old! unreal.
rode 30 miles after work, great workout, it had to have hit 90 degrees today though, which sucks for october. memaw and pepaw bought dinner for us for maddie's birthday. she had a good day with mom and dad today, so that's good.
doesn't seem to have any sort of fever anymore.
just read two books to her and she's playing in her room. probably about to come in here and start a ruckus though, ashly is reading 200 pages of her fantasy book tonight.
breakfast: none
lunch: two chik-fil-a sandwiches, polynesian sauce, water at tiger den
dinner: philly cheesesteak (6"), some banana birthday cake, lots of water
today my daughter turned two years old! unreal.
rode 30 miles after work, great workout, it had to have hit 90 degrees today though, which sucks for october. memaw and pepaw bought dinner for us for maddie's birthday. she had a good day with mom and dad today, so that's good.
doesn't seem to have any sort of fever anymore.
just read two books to her and she's playing in her room. probably about to come in here and start a ruckus though, ashly is reading 200 pages of her fantasy book tonight.
20060815
20060815
breakfast: none
lunch: leftover green beans, mashed new potatoes and a turkey sandwich with water to drink
dinner: meat spaghetti with ciabatta bread, water to drink
what a long day! since my bike was left at work from yesterday (20060814), we drove maddie to school together. got to work and finished updating the iAM source code for our Attribute/BasicAttribute changes. had a horrible meeting with the scates people where walter mentioned fupload and now of course i'm all fucked again because colette wants to meet about the project next week.
ate lunch at my desk because i was a bit pissy at walter.
afternoon consisted of even more code updates to the nexus project and such. rode home, had dinner with ash and the kidlet and then went on my first bike ride since Saturday's 35 miler (20060812) and it was great. temps finally back below 90, went out past evergreen in midtown and then back home. it's late now, bout to head to bed.
lunch: leftover green beans, mashed new potatoes and a turkey sandwich with water to drink
dinner: meat spaghetti with ciabatta bread, water to drink
what a long day! since my bike was left at work from yesterday (20060814), we drove maddie to school together. got to work and finished updating the iAM source code for our Attribute/BasicAttribute changes. had a horrible meeting with the scates people where walter mentioned fupload and now of course i'm all fucked again because colette wants to meet about the project next week.
ate lunch at my desk because i was a bit pissy at walter.
afternoon consisted of even more code updates to the nexus project and such. rode home, had dinner with ash and the kidlet and then went on my first bike ride since Saturday's 35 miler (20060812) and it was great. temps finally back below 90, went out past evergreen in midtown and then back home. it's late now, bout to head to bed.
20060814
20060814
breakfast: none
lunch: rp tracks, bbq tofu sandwich with cole slaw and (unfortunately) french fries, water to drink
dinner: sesame chicken, sushi, water
dessert: two peanut butter cups, maybe some cereal (haven't decided yet)
did a bunch of coding today at work and took ashly to the eye doctor to have her eyes dilated. walked around shelby farms with maddie for a bit but it was like 102 degrees so we ended up driving around more of the time. watching treasure hunters now on nbc, ashly is in love with this show (and i like it too). it's just like the movie national treasure, which i'm sure we'll be watching soon. gotta go help put away maddie's books, heh.
lunch: rp tracks, bbq tofu sandwich with cole slaw and (unfortunately) french fries, water to drink
dinner: sesame chicken, sushi, water
dessert: two peanut butter cups, maybe some cereal (haven't decided yet)
did a bunch of coding today at work and took ashly to the eye doctor to have her eyes dilated. walked around shelby farms with maddie for a bit but it was like 102 degrees so we ended up driving around more of the time. watching treasure hunters now on nbc, ashly is in love with this show (and i like it too). it's just like the movie national treasure, which i'm sure we'll be watching soon. gotta go help put away maddie's books, heh.
20060813
20060813
breakfast: cereal
lunch: macallister's chicken caesar salad (it was okay i guess)
dinner:
reading through larry brown's book "father and son". went on a family bike ride this morning. everyone slept late, and this afternoon they took a huge nap. it's 5pm now and the baby still isn't up, ashly is talking to sarah on the phone. went twice today, i dunno what's gotten into me. gonna go read some more of this book, it's insane but it's pretty good.
lunch: macallister's chicken caesar salad (it was okay i guess)
dinner:
reading through larry brown's book "father and son". went on a family bike ride this morning. everyone slept late, and this afternoon they took a huge nap. it's 5pm now and the baby still isn't up, ashly is talking to sarah on the phone. went twice today, i dunno what's gotten into me. gonna go read some more of this book, it's insane but it's pretty good.
20060812
20060812
breakfast: none really, gatorade and stuff
lunch: lenny's club and half of a chicken philly
dinner: some chicken nuggets and a salad shell
what can i say about today. i rode 35 miles on a bike. with mac. it was so much fun. i think i got a bit dehydrated, felt kinda bad, but i still managed to mow the front yard go on a walk and such. oh and we had some lovin' last night! ;)
did the MS150 training ride, started at bikes plus in germantown and rode to piperton. i really, truly believe that i've finally found the way to get my weight under control. as long as my eating doesn't short circuit it. felt kinda dehydrated afterwards, i'm gonna need to work on that, but what an incedible ride!@#
http://memphishightailers.clubexpress.com
Rock-N-Roll MS150 Training Ride
When:
Saturday, Aug 12, 2006, 7:00 AM to 1:30 PM
Where:
Bikes Plus--Germantown
9445 Poplar Avenue
Germantown, TN
Ride along with Team Hightailer in this training ride for the Rock-n-Roll MS150. The ride is being sponsored by the Mid South Chapter of the Multiple Sclerosis Society. Mileage options include routes of approximately 35 and 60 miles. The cost is $10 for this fully supported ride, but this will be reduced to $5 if you bring an unregistered rider who registers for the MS150. Registration will begin at 7:00 a.m. at Bikes Plus, 9445 Poplar Avenue, Germantown, TN. Bike Plus telephone 901.755.7233. The ride will roll out at 7:30.
lunch: lenny's club and half of a chicken philly
dinner: some chicken nuggets and a salad shell
what can i say about today. i rode 35 miles on a bike. with mac. it was so much fun. i think i got a bit dehydrated, felt kinda bad, but i still managed to mow the front yard go on a walk and such. oh and we had some lovin' last night! ;)
did the MS150 training ride, started at bikes plus in germantown and rode to piperton. i really, truly believe that i've finally found the way to get my weight under control. as long as my eating doesn't short circuit it. felt kinda dehydrated afterwards, i'm gonna need to work on that, but what an incedible ride!@#
http://memphishightailers.clubexpress.com
Rock-N-Roll MS150 Training Ride
When:
Saturday, Aug 12, 2006, 7:00 AM to 1:30 PM
Where:
Bikes Plus--Germantown
9445 Poplar Avenue
Germantown, TN
Ride along with Team Hightailer in this training ride for the Rock-n-Roll MS150. The ride is being sponsored by the Mid South Chapter of the Multiple Sclerosis Society. Mileage options include routes of approximately 35 and 60 miles. The cost is $10 for this fully supported ride, but this will be reduced to $5 if you bring an unregistered rider who registers for the MS150. Registration will begin at 7:00 a.m. at Bikes Plus, 9445 Poplar Avenue, Germantown, TN. Bike Plus telephone 901.755.7233. The ride will roll out at 7:30.
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