breakfast: none
lunch: came home, had a turkey sandwich, as well as a bowl of rice chex + blueberries
dinner: had a burger at the poplar-highland national night out against crime thing down the street, then a hot dog
dessert: ice cream sandwich
today i was a windows admin. i was forced to work against my will with michelle belton (michael bolton) for longer than was physically or emotionally comfortable. in the end, i figured out a way to fix the group permissions and push them out to the coursegroups in a script. hooray. then i played quake3 and lost twice to mac. sound was buggy the whole time so i feel a little vindicated. it was 10-8 in the second match too, so i'm getting a bit better possibly. maddie stayed home with ash today and they went on a walk in the morning. she seems like she's back on her schedule, which is good, although she's taken to almost puking when we try to put her down at night. i'm really pleased that she's going down in her crib though again. we still do need to pick up a mattress but maybe we can put that off a few weeks (shrug). i dunno if we're gonna be short this month, but it's definitely going to be close. i really enjoyed coming up with some songs yesterday, wrote a little instrumental thing and something for ashly, hope she likes it when i'm done. it's tough not having wow at night but i'm trying to reach out and get back into music/writing. i never even listened to music for the past six months, i was so totally consumed with wow. what a horrible addiction. and i still feel like i'm one credit card number away from slipping back into it. i haven't ridden my bike (not counting work trips) in three days and it sucks so bad.