Can't get over her, dammit
No matter what I do
This morning the dreams hurt
I asked for another year
But she was with her friends
And the phone was off the hook
Her laughs and jibes killed me
Admitting defeat is so hard
But you lost this one, p
I lost her, aimless and distracted
She can pretend all she wants
Her friends had the same
We had a decade
It meant more, it was more
Sick to my stomach
Grays on my head multiplying
I'm not like other guys
Like I told her
I can't get through this
Every instinct says curl up
And die
Despair at the disparity
Of emotions
She has moved on
The world has turned
Why can't I?
