i never knew that this, could be my fondest wish
standing bathed in gold, invited to the grove
and even in their midst, determined to exist
you think i'm standing still, but there's an iron will (to grow)
lunch: canned chicken, cottage cheese, canned mixed vegetables, some leftover cereal and cashews (fuck, overate)
dinner: protein powder-infused baby oatmeal
spent the evening with my kiddo. too tired to do much else.